Going off alone for 7days
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I hate it when i have to travel alone
The loneliness alone will eat you alive.
You see all the good things yet you cant share it with your friends, your loved ones, your family.
Sometimes to the extend,
I dont feel like going.
Imagine having to wake up alone,
sit on the cold toilet bowl.
That is very lonely.
Somehow, im depressed abt this trip.
Not as enthu as before.
The very 1st thot is,
how m i going to fight thru this 7days.
On the very 1st day,
My thot: Still got 6 more days. So long~
When you are lonely, the day seem longer.
Sigh.
HELP!
雁 blogged on the 10/24/2007 12:08:00 AM.
I fucking hate my company!!!
Monday, October 22, 2007
I fucking hate my company.
How can they be that not understanding?
I NEED MONEY YAH!
YOU KNOW WHAT IS HARD CORE GREEN CASH??
This will be the last time i tour lead for them.
I will resign after this.
What kind of fucking company is this?
I dont believe with my abt 2 yr experience,
I cant find another similiar job.
What sort of company is this?
They dont even have freedom of speech.
WTF
WTF!!
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The rest that im posting
is for the sake of posting.
Because i took the pictures le.
I dont want them to go to waste.
I really no mood.
I only packed 3 winter jackets , 2 pair of jeans, 1 winter cap and 1 scarf. And its 3/4 full.
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I still fucking hate F*** S****
雁 blogged on the 10/22/2007 10:22:00 AM.
Im going to Hokkaido!!!
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Im going to Hokkaido this coming wednesday!!!
WHOOPEEEEEEEEE!!
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我是真的，真的喜欢他。
还是，我只是想要有像他这样爱着她的人，
来爱我。
傻傻分不清除了我~
雁 blogged on the 10/20/2007 10:43:00 AM.
Do i have a cockroach life or face or WHAT?!?!?!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
I fucking fucking hate cockroach ok?
If i see another one today,
im going to murder them.
Last nite,
was my 4th continuous nite sighting a fugly cockroach.
First it was Wednesday nite,
i saw a bady cockroach at my office.
Then..
On thursday nite, i happily came home from KBOX.
After my bath, A FUCKING FLYING COCKROACH ATTACK ME!!!
I didnt kill it as my parents were all asleep.
Noone could kill it for me.
And then it escaped.
On friday nite,
It flew out again, from the place where it disappeared.
SHIT U!!!!!
I got my dad to kill it for me.
Then last nite,
it was like 4am.
I was watching happily my rugby match
And England was winning France at the very last few mins,
Something was wrong, i heard a fluttering noise.
I turned my head over,
and there i saw something black brownish thing was flying around.
Before i knew it..
THE FUCKING FLYING COCKROACH IS FLYING TOWARDS ME!
Because of a fucking hideous dirty thing~
I woke my dad up just to kill the cockroach for me.
IM GOING TO WIPE OUT ALL COCKROACHES IN MY HOUSE.
IM GOING TO MURDER THEM ALL.
Even if u are that cute, i still HATE YOU!!!!!!!!
雁 blogged on the 10/14/2007 02:42:00 PM.
Updates abt cruise trip + Complains.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
I am damn furious abt my company.
I hate it when ppl take away my freedom
and my freedom of speech.
Yesterday, some new rules were formed.
in which i find it v.ridiculous.
We were to record every phonecalls we recived.
Not only tabulate the amt of calls,
we were to record down their names + contacts
and the content of the call.
It is a real hassle, i tell you.
We dont even have time to serve walk-ins,
let alone record the calls.
And if i were to fake the record,
Nobody knows loh.
NVM. at most i fake it.
Whats more ridiculous is that,
WE were not to speak ill of management staff.
Otherwise, they will terminate us.
This one really make me 火大！
It is totally like propaganda loh.
很大大力的在洗脑 loh.
First of all,
Mouth is mine loh.
I can say watever i like.
If i were to come home, and speak ill of them
to my parents,
Are them going to do something to me and my parents?
Secondly,
i dont believe only me and only us
spoke ill of the management staff loh.
Even some of the higher level staff, they do speak ill of others loh.
So, is the company going to fire everyone?
If you did nth wrong, y are u so afraid of ppl saying you?
Furthermore, you r the boss.
Where is your 气量？ in handling such things?
Thirdly,
Nobody in this world has the rest of the world liking them de loh.
As a human, there will be others who like and dislikes you.
Even for Britney Spears, Brad Pitt, Zoe Tay and Fann Wong,
there are ppl who dislikes them and speak ill of them,
Even i can understand such theory,
I dont understand whats wrong with them.
Or iszit better that we pretend we like you,
but in actual fact, deep down inside, we hate you.
Such hyprocites stuff,
I wont do it.
Find some other staff to suck up to you.
Besides,
they said we were not to speak ill of them.
They did not mention that we cant blog abt them.
:)
At most i tender my resignation.
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Updates abt cruise.
hahahaha.
Its all abt food~
From left to right.
My paternal grandparents, My dad, My maternal grandma and my mommmmmmmy~~~
My dad and my grandad.
If they knew i post this online, they are going to murder me!
LOL.
They take pictures same pattern wan loh. Stand till so straight!
All the yummy food in K.L !!
We disembark the cruise when it reach K.L,
I didnt manage to shop much, due to my father,
making sure i didnt overspent! ><
I only manage to buy a top and a pair of flip flop.
Missed out too much. But the food is yummmmy.
Way better than the one provided on board.
*
Look at how succulent fat and juicy that scallop is?
My favourit-est singular food item on earth.
yummmmmmmmmmmmmy~
My mommmy had the lamb shank. It was v.nice too~
Overall,
It was a nice try.
If you had extra budget,
You could try having the life of,
eat.sleep.shop.eat.sleep.shop.gamble.eat.sleep.eat.gamble.
LOL.
<3 Grey's Anatomy Season 4 + Private Practice.
:3
雁 blogged on the 10/13/2007 11:16:00 PM.
Happy 21st Birthday!
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Happy Birthday to me!
Well..
I have alot of things to say
and alot of ppl thanked.
First of all,my family,
They are like my rubbish bin
(in a good way)
Be it good or bad stuff, they will still tolerate you.
Whatever things i "dumped" in,
they will take it as it is,
Bcuz they treat it as their family.
Secondly, my grandparents.
Both paternal and maternal.
Sometimes i tend to be a little loud
and inpatient with you guys,
but you guys still accept me as wat im.
Still treating me like a princess.
Thirdly, my collegues.
Esp Candice,Yanhui,MingHuey,Jialing,Gary,Mag and Tziying.
With all the battles and backstabbing in such a big company,
Plus a rather terrible boss.
Im very glad that i have this bunch of ppl by my side.
Otherwise, all this bad stuff would have eaten me alive,
or at the least, made me resign.
So, i thank all of you.
Last but not least,
All those who have backstabbed me, who looked down on me,
Be it friends, collegues or even relatives.
Well..
I thank you too. Even thou i might hate you.
But all the backstabbings, all the bad stuff you did to me,
Made me strive harder and stronger.
So, thank you for making who im today.
I must say..
This is the most happiest birthday i have ever been thru.
Even thou it was a rather quiet one.
Without all the huge and grand 21st Birthday celebration like other kids of the same age.
Being able to bring my paternal and maternal grandparents + my parents and myself for a cruise tour,
Being able to adpot a child, giving monthly allowance to him
is a great achievement for me.
to me, that is a sort of celerbration too.
Seeing them happy = me happy. ^^
A small gathering with some frends, and my family.
Hee. :3
Met Minghuey, Mag and Gary for dinner + supper
by right that Lingling and Tziying shld turn up de loh.
BAD!
That was because Mag is leaving the company,
:(
We spend the nite at Changi Airport,
doing stupid stuff,
Like taking the skytrain to and fro T1 - T2
Racing on the Luggage Cart etc.
Let the pictures do the talking~
Gary Moh loh. Pretending that he is flying to BKK. On TG. With no luggage on the luggage cart. -_________-||
Mag, she is going to Amsterdam. XD
im going to Portland. HAHAHAHA.
Inside the skytrain, which we took quite a few times. LOL.
Mh: Wah. V.happy can leave SGP.
Mag: Nonono. We v.happy can leave SGP without so many ppl following us.
Mh: I love Airports.
Mag: No link loh
* All of the above are inserted by me. which might be wrong from wat they were actually talking abt.
Our flights are leaving us!
Got No Show charge SGD150!!
We were there on the....
We are a funny bunch of ppl.
We stayed till abt 3.30
LOL.
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My present listttt.
From my parents.
From Gary Moh and Mag. Thanks soooo much. But where is the boy? Another Girl also can. They must partner mah. V.lonely de.
A chocolatey cake from my godfather.
A very very cute gift from Tziying. Mogu tou from Super Mario & a piggy bank.
I will fill it up with lots of money.
Thanks sooooooo much for it. Love it to bits.
Spongebob Squarepants from Yuni and Yuzhang. OMG LOH! i didnt expect them to give me something. Soooooooooooo nice of them. Which is why i love them to bits.
Thanks soooooooo much for the angbao from Mingyi.
Thanks soooooooo much for the angbao from Yuni and Yuzhang's Mum
Thanks soooooooo much for the angbao from Ajita's Mum
Thanks soooooooo much for the angbao from my paternal and maternal grandparents.
Thanks soooooooooooooooo much for the rest who sent me smses, msges on facebook and friendster wishing me a happy birthday.
(Zoey,Weiren,Melvin,Xiaowei,Candice,Lauren etc)
I feel soooooooooooooooo love by all of you.
At this point, i might die from the love that you guys send.
*
Im planning to buy N76 for myself,
as a birthday gift to myself.
Hahahaha.
N76 and the cruises 's photos to be uploaded later.
Im afraid of flooding blogger. ><
To those who are reading the blog,
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Happy birthday to me. :)
雁 blogged on the 10/06/2007 11:15:00 AM.
Rather Senseless entry. Bleah~
Monday, October 1, 2007
I have like lots of things to do before i go on my leave.
Im feeling like,
There isnt enough time in the world for me to use.
/:
I have like tons of bookings to follow up.
Lets hope that my boss dont turn up at work tml.
So i dont have to answer phone calls,
so i can follow up my work properly.
Things to do before going overseas,
Paint my nails black.
Haha. I <3 black.
which is a very tedious job.
I have to wait for them to dry,
and gotta paint them nicely. ><
I have to convert all my videos to MP4 format,
So i could put them in my ipod,
and watch them during the trip when i get bored,
or before i go to bed.
I dont fall asleep easily on a bed that is not mine.
Watching stuff helps~
*Self reminder:
To charge my Ipod + Cellphone. Bring along Ipod charger.
I have to make sure my grandparents bring the right medication along.
I have to pack my bag.
TONS of stuff to do.
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My latest Addiction,
LOL.
The facebook.
And that is my flufffriend.
His name is McTofu
Named after McDreamy. hahaha
It is damn addictive.
Everyone to go try it out!
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I bought this young man out the other day,
Then, there was this indian salesman,
he walked up to me and said,
Indian Salesman : "Miss, how old is your child?"
*points to him
/me gives a piercing glare
Me : "HE IS NOT MY SON LA!"
/me quickly walks away.
我变老了啦!
我都还没有 21 岁咯！
还有多几天吗。
妈的！
*非常生气
We went to buy lots of candies,
and i created sugary pack for my collegue.
As a token of appreciation for wat they have done for me over the year.
可爱吧？
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Some random pictures i took from the inside of my room.
雁 blogged on the 10/01/2007 02:05:00 AM.
