Friday, August 31, 2007
I fucking hate NATAS +
pre NATAS fair.
its making us fucking busy loh.
not much staff inside the office,
but the phone kept on ringing like nobody's biz.
we have to keep on update files + discount list.
We are like slogging our guts out,
but it is not us who enjoy,
and not us who earn the big money here.
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Anyway, remember my previous post abt the Esprit bag i want.
LOL.
I went to pester my whole family for it.
And so they all chip in.
VIOLA~
I got my Esprit bag.
Well,
i will think of something eles
for the rest of you to chip in,
to buy for my Birthday!!!
Pictures later. ^^
雁 blogged on the 8/31/2007 01:40:00 PM.
我爱台北！！
Monday, August 27, 2007
我要到台北去啦！
我要到台北去花新台币。
我要到台北的士林夜市吃超大鸡排，台北的 Icekachang，珍珠奶茶和其他又便宜又好吃的东西。
我要到台北的士林夜市买它超便宜的假的名牌货。
我要到台北去吃 NT399 吃到包。
我要到台北的西门丁去拍大头贴，看帅哥，看少男系美女。
我要到台北的西门丁做指甲。（超便宜的！）
我要到台北去做它们的捷运，要有自己的悠游卡。
我要到台北的五分浦去买超多的东西回来！
我要到台北去吃台北的鼎泰奉。
我要到台北的 101 去买我的 Agnes B 包包。
我要到台北的蛋蛋屋吃 Brunch。
我要到台北去吃广东煮。
我要到台北的 7-11 去买奶茶回来！！
我要到台北的九份去买果冻，贝壳 Etc etc
我要到台北的绕和夜市吃甜品。
我要到台北的成品书店看书看到天亮
我要到台北的新光三月等啊沁
我要到台北的淡水买铁蛋
我要到台北去小猪的店买东西，等小猪。
我要到台北去吃 Mister Donut
我要到台北去八大找小鬼。
我要到台北大安公园等小猪和杰伦打篮球
我要到台北去就是了啦！
Can someone sponsor me a trip to Taiwan this birthday??
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My secret plan is coming up nicely.
One of the 3 major part is done.
Part 2 i think shouldnt be a problem.
But Part 3 is a major one,
that is to seek their approval
and go according to my plan.
Lets keep our finger cross.
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Anyway,
I like you.
But i dont like your frends yah?
I still think your frend stole my hp b4.
And i dun like her faking her voice so high,
and her dyed hair.
Chao Ah lian.
/:
雁 blogged on the 8/27/2007 03:29:00 PM.
Pics Galore + Super Long Random Rants X:
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Hmmm..
I feel unwanted by my own company.
Even thou im a part timer,
I consider myself as a full time - part timer.
Know why?
I work the same hours as a full time, job scope is the same as a full time,
just tat my pay is slightly higher than normal full timers.
I work 9 to 5 / 1 to 9. same as those full timers,
But the recent product briefing list,
my name wasnt included.
But the other part timers were included.
It is not a matter of whether, im dying to go to all these product briefing or not,
As a matter of fact, i find these "meetings",
are purely a waste of my time. really.
But i feel rather "invisble" to my boss.
No matter, how much sales i have got, or how many Japan/Korea grps,
Im still a part timer.
Bosses are hard to please
Maybe i shld resign. :/
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Anyways,
my ipod earpiece is spoilt.
Guess how much a new one cost?
freaking SGD55
Sigh. My birthday is approaching loh.
hahaha
It is meaningless if i dont have a Ipod without the Ipod earpiece. -.-
Besides tat, im aimming one of the esprit bag.
It cost SGD79.90
LOL
Those interested can drop me a msg,
to chip in my "bag fund"
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Watched High School Musical 2 last nite on Ipod.
I still prefer High School Musical 1.
Its always like that, the original one is always better than the new one.
Just like Harry Potter. ^^
Zac Efron
Eww. I dont like him.
I always think that he looks like some guy who came out from the 1970s.
Like Grease.
Yuck.
I prefer Corbin Bleu better.
And his name always remind me for the dish called
Cordon Bleu. hahahaha.
Hahaha.
If i and him get married,
our kid would have the hair of a entire afro village.
:/
Poor kid.
/faints.
*
After watching HSM 2,
I rewatch The L word 3.
OMGGGGGGG
I miss Shane sooooooooooo much.
I would give anything to have her here.
lol.
SOT LE ME! x:
Shane <333
Queen of my life
Like what is the whole show is abt,
Gay Pride!!
Pride Flag
OMG.
Am i like, too open abt this?
-.-
heck.
I happened to came across this site.
Post a Secret?
It is where you post your secrets.
Your identity will remain a secret.
So you could say watever secret you have,
if you manage to break thru your barrier.
Post it in a postcard form. I found two tat interests me alot.
It says on the card:
"we are both girls. i like Ren, she likes me. that's when God come into the picture, and it hurts like hell"
*
V.meaningful hor.
Ppl judge everything. everything
Stop juding as if u r god.
There is also a international site.
Post Secret
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A super duper list of Hateful Customers
1. Customers who are rude and cut Q.
Im serving someone, you cut in, i will glare at u.
Are u blind that you cant see im engage in a conversation with someone eles.
And it is v.rude of you to cut in.
2. Customers who ask stupid question.
*Refer to previous post.
Ask stupid questions like, can i bring my pots and pans to Genting and cook my own meal.
You want to die inside Genting oso none of business yah.
Stupid questions like, can i take a coach to BALI?
Yah, You wan row a sampan to BALI also can.
3. Customers who call us up just to chat with us
Pls go call some helpline.
4. Rude customers cum i-pay-alot-and-expect-gd-service attitude + Know-it-All Customers.
You nv hear b4 good service begins from you meh?
You are rude you expect us to be nice to you?
Worst still, when u r rude, and u act like a know-it-all attitude.
If you know everything, y still come to us?
And when we explains the T&C , you cut us in. Later anything happened you blame us for not explaining?
5. Customers who ask the prices for nxt year Christmas departure.
HELLO! you need to be so super kiasu mah.
Nxt year CNY is not even insight loh.
Nvm leh, when we say the price is not available, you ask for the current price.
It's a simply waste of my time yah? And nxt yr you come,
is either im not working here anymore,
or either you wont come back to my company anymore.
Go waste someone eles's time.
6. Customers who wants us to jump thru fire hoop for a miserable SGD100+ sales.
HELLO! It's not like we earn thousands out of you.
You tml departure, you want us to call the hotel, confirm for you the ferry transporation.
Er. I can see my australia sales running away from me.
BECAUSE YOU ASK TOO MUCH OF ME!
I only earn peanuts ok.
7. Customers who ask us each and every package we have and book nothing.
I think by the time you finish asking, you can have my job.
8. Customers who think that they used to book from us alot and expect discount.
I give discount without permission, im going to get scoldings.
Are you going to get scolded for me? Are you going to face my boss for me?
No rite? Then shut up.
9. Customers who complain alot on small tiny stuff.
You complain so much that i begin to think that nth satisfiy you anymore.
go get a life,dude.
10. Customers who expect you to answer on the spot, and if you dont, that means you are new and you dont know anything.
Like hello~
Even computers have times where they hang on us, and server down. Takes more than 5 mins to show the things i require mah.
And when we answer you on the spot, you will doubt our answer.
11. Customers who sit in front of me and chat non-stop(not related to any tours) or act lovey dovey in front of yours truly
M i invisible to you? You tok non-stop you block my way. you know!
你挡住我的财路，你知道吗！
Then u act lovey dovey, you not paiseh ah? zzzz
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with these customers?
But there are better and nicer customers,
those are damn rare loh.
like one out of ten.
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Its record breaking-blogging.
I have been blogging since this morning the moment i step into the office.
And its like 2pm.
and i haven had my lunch.
*Out for lunch
雁 blogged on the 8/23/2007 10:27:00 AM.
伤心
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Recently im into 李圣杰's songs.
Here are two that i find it v.nice.
and rather close to me. /:
痴心绝对
李圣杰
想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
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最近
李圣杰
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
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我也有做过错事。
我也有对不起她过。。
可是现在要晚会，要去拯救，
也太迟了。。
一言难尽。
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Terrible things happened!!
I shouldnt have say tat i've got a secret plan coming up lahhhhh.
Because,
something happened to my plan.
Im so upset.....
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雁 blogged on the 8/19/2007 03:53:00 PM.
Happy Birthday JY!!
Friday, August 17, 2007
Happy Birthday JY!!!
You have come a long long way.
May all your wishes come true. :3
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OMGGGGGGGG
I have a big plan coming up.
But i cant say it out loud leh.
Bcuz once i tell others,
the plan will fail.
(it usually happend to me)
omgggggggg
Keeping a secret is so harddddddd can.
Im bursting out liao.
I will tell you guys when the time has ripen.
^^
雁 blogged on the 8/17/2007 10:43:00 AM.
Random rants + stupid fucked up customers.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Today my momo made baked rice.
I made her to.
YUMMY~
Because, after i have discover the wonders of MOBtv
I started to download Next Stop.. Bon Appetite.
Whahaha. Then they showed abt this Hongkong Cafe,
where their baked rice look pretty nice.
So. i got my mum to bake me one. HEE.
It was really nice. I brought to the office,
Even Candice and William said it was nice.
William once commented my shepherd pie suxs.
I think u suxs too. X:
Anyway,
digress abit.
Speaking of Shepperd,
Ch5 is showing Grey's Anatomy Season 3 every wednesday at 10.30PM.
Totally OMFG. can.
Ch5 is so slow. I already watch the whole of Season 3.
and im like waiting for Season 4 to air on ABC.
Why Shepperd got link with Grey's Anatomy leh?
Because McDreamy = Dr. Derek Shepherd = totally hot. X:
McDreamy
But i like Izzie best. :3
I cut Denny's LVAD wires
She is such a poor thing.
She cut his LVAD wires to save the guy she loves.
In the end that guy still died.
Those who watch the show would have know this.
I wanna cut someone's LVAD WIRES!!
I wanna go SEATTLE to see Seattle Grace Hospital.
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Rants abt some weirdo customers.
cus: 龙洞 (some place in china) iszit some dragon from the sea stay before?
me: huh? os: WTF.
me: i dont know. mayb. mayb not. how am i suppose to know?
cus: you been to kunming before? seen the 洞 before? wat color ah?
they got put lights to make it red and green rite? originally wat color?
me: I nv go Kunming before loh. So i dont know wat color. You say is wat color
then is wat color loh.
cus: china got huang(yellow) shan rite? then china got RED COLOR mountain anot ah?
os: SIAO KIA. Losing paitence le loh.
LOL. crazy guy. so i purposely hang up the phone.
That crazy guy call like another 3 times to ask the same things loh.
Damn irritating can.
So i got Yanhui to transfer me tat call.
me: uncle ah. wat you wanna ask? you call us alot of times le leh. here nobody been to kunming b4 lah. so we dunno your 龙洞 is wat color de ok!
cus: i ask one question can anot ah
(he end up asking alot i tell u.)
cus: Three Gorges also haf 龙洞 rite?
me: ya lah. on this planet earth got alot of 龙洞. you wan go where see is your problem.
cus: one more question, can u help me find the cheapest tour to china to see RED
COLOR MOUNTAIN anot ah?
me: (damn fucking angry) CHINA DUN HAVE RED COLOR MOUNTAIN LAH. YOU WANT ISZIT? YOU
TAKE MRT TO REDHILL MRT GOT LA. WE DUN HAVE CAN!!!!
*非常生气。
cus: but xxxxx travelling agency have leh.
me: THEN YOU GO BOOK FROM THEM LOH!
cus: but batu bahat (in malaysia) got RED COLOR MOUNTAIN loh.
me: UNCLE. YOU WANT! YOU GO TAKE MRT TO REDHILL LAH. WE HERE DUN HAVE LA!!
OTHERWISE YOU GO BOOK FROM THEM LAH!!!!
BATU BAHAT IN malaysia loh. Now you asking CHINA leh.
CHINA IS CHINA. MALAYSIA IS MALAYSIA.
NOT THE SAME DE!!!
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he finally kup my phone.
LOL. This customer 吃饱太有空了。。
NVM.
This isnt excatly the worst yet.
Got one customer ah.
I tell you. She totally no EQ. Dont know how to manage her emotions.
She wanted to sue us, wanted to report us to the newspaper,
You wanna know why?
Because of two fucking miserable travel bags.
And its not like our travel bags are from Louis Vuitton or Prada.
Somemore she booked a Free and Easy tour.
Pls loh. You go ask around,
which travel agent gives you travel bag if you book free and easy from them.
*ROLL EYES
I mean, go ahead and sue loh. go ahead and report.
I think when the news report,
You will be ashamed of yourself.
You could afford a 2k 3k trip overseas,
you make so much noise bcuz of two travel bags?
The customer even manage to get our director's name and hp number
(according to her la hor.)
After double checking, apparantly our director did not recieved such calls.
cus: Your director, say only two travel bags only mah. anything lah. give lah.
cus: you afraid of your director iszit? tats y u refuse to give.
If you are at my office, i will give you two tight slaps.
1st of all,
none of the staffs will be tat stupid to give away our director's number.
Bcuz we know if we do so, we dont have to work anymore.
We will get scoldings on the spot.
Secondly,
We called our director, she said she did not recieved such calls.
You are just saying a outright lie loh.
* ROLL EYES.
What the hell is wrong with customers these days?
你们是没长脑,还是脑子里长霉啊！
雁 blogged on the 8/16/2007 11:54:00 PM.
I love RISK !!!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I love RISK!!
Recently, im v.into RISK.
and its a v.nice game. haha
LOL. I LOVE RISK.
Here is my troop. (Below)
Im a sadistic.
Victory is MINE!!!
After being so proud of winning.
I LOST TERRIBLY!!!
and it bcame a ,
ONE MAN LAND!
I still lose. lol.
Bcuz i play half heartedly. ><
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I was at the wake of my dad's godmother.
It reminded me alot of my granddad(maternal) and hers
It is rather bad for me to put it this way,
Im upset because,
I saw my dad so upset.
i hate it when i see ppl close to me so upset,
it really affects me
And another reason is that,
it reminded me greatly of the other funerals that i have been to.
Unforunately those i attended,
were rather v.close to me.
I was v.fond of them.
Hais.
她已经死了四年多了。。
可是，
这一切所发生的事，
就好像昨天一样。
她的丧礼， 好像都是我一个人在办。
四天连续没睡。
But the saddness is eating me alive.
Sometimes i still wish that,
如果， 是我有了 cancer. 她就不会死了。
她不应该死的。。
I wish i were dead.
雁 blogged on the 8/12/2007 02:33:00 PM.
Happy Birthday Singapore!!
Friday, August 10, 2007
Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!
I know its abit too late. I wanted to blog b4 midnight.
But was bz with a board game.
I think at the end of June, early July.
One of my collegue happened to serve this pair of angmoh brothers.
Who happened to come to Singapore for holiday bcuz their dad is here.
They will be back in Feb 2008 again.
How would i know?
Because, when they were here last month,
I asked for their msn address.
I added them. But for a month, he wasnt online.
But few days back, he msned me.
LOL.
He totally look like Harry Potter.
Except his hair is blond and not browish black.
But he has blue eyes.
Wanqing was like saying,
his britsh accent make me look and sound more convincing.
He said tat he get the "Harry Potter" thing quite often.
LOL.
he tried to flirt with me using this point.
But sad to say, Im not really a big fan of Harry Potter.
I like FRED and GREOGE WEASLEY the best!!!
Im still v.upset that Jk Rowling killed FRED.
That is just pure evil.
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B4 i begin to rant abt how nice the game is,
I would like to clarify some things. Abt the previous post.
People would ask,
they were backstabbing me, how would i know?
Here is why.
They were in the toilet happily gossiping and backstabbing abt me and jialing.
But they didnt know that, i was already in one of the cubicle,
overheard the whole conversation.
You would say,
"voice only wat?! wat if it is someone eles?"
Does every office has the same name and voice?
And their voices isnt that hard to reconise yah?
One of them has a rather loud and sharp voice.
After they left, i followed back to the office.
I saw their backview.
How wrong can i get?
2nd Incident,
They were happily gossiping abt me and jialing inside the pantry.
Doors were closed. But their voices were loud enough.
I was outside using the computer.
I overheard the conversation.
Saw them coming out of the pantry afterwards.
How WRONG could i get?
* Note to self and to them,
Wanna gossip and backstab others? Pls do it in your own private time and private place.
Do it in the open, risk others hearing them.
Lower your volume.
Or mayb you would like to broadcast to whole company (sarcasm)
Or simply,
Dont backstab others.
And who is the hypocrites here.
In front of Jialing, dont there to point out her mistakes,
Pretend to be all nice and all.
And yet,
at her back,
You guys throw a few daggers at her back,
Thinking that she wouldnt know.
(Lingling dont be mad at me for saying this out,
bcuz i simply couldnt contain my anger)
To one of the LEEs,
when i just entered the company,
You were one of the nicest person ard to help me out,
I remember always buying chocolate and candy for you,
to thank you for helping me.
But really,
患难见真情。
I remember,
I was on mc two days, you followed up my booking.
You mess things up. Got the wrong thing.
Customers inform you to extend the hotel stay,
You extended it.
But u did not extend the flight tickets.
And your BF actually dare to say:
"Its your booking, its under your name, so you will have to bare the whole amount."
I was so stunned to hear this kind of stuff from u n him.
After a period of time,
things were not settled yet,
You saw me joking for once, and you told me:
"You not afraid that you have to pay alot of money?"
"你不会担心你的 booking 的hor."
At that point, i really feel like slapping you.
YOU were the one who gotten me into trouble.
Yet u dared to ask me this sort of question?
When i was crying like shit, having countless sleepless night,
were you there to see it?
NO.
I dont even dare to tell my parents that,
for that month i only got SGD200 for a monthly pay.
Do you fucking know that?
If you dont know anything,
dont fucking pass any judgement on me,
like you have known me for years.
Or at the least clarify your facts 1st,
b4 you accused anyone.
*
If any of the collegues, who happened to see this,
I dont blame you for taking sides.
Because as a human nature, 人的本性。
Human tend to believe those who "looked" weaker on the outside.
Human tend to believe those who looked better and prettier on the outside.
And so happened that yor took their sides,
and you are v.unhappy with wat i have said.
You could always leave my blog and not come back again.
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Back to the board game.
It is called - RISK
OMG. It is the nicest board game ever!
The Second mayb, its the board game called - Game of Life.
Risk is sooooooo much fun.
You get to conquer your own piece of land, your own army and troop.
HAHA.
And i got Europe and S.America at 1st.
After that Elaine got my S.America.
But i attacked her Africa.
Clara got the other part of America to herself.
Wilfred got whole of Asia and Australia to himself.
And of course, the ultimate winner is Wilfred.
He is the offical descendant of Hilter. ><
He won the game. And i lost. Sads.
But nvm, i will win him the nxt time.
Anyway, i hope he will get his army subsidise for his accident.
I mean,
he went thru all the pain and money to put on braces.
Imagine the pain and agony, the embrassment of the braces (it is fugly)
for like 2 yrs?
just to have it nice and beautiful for the outcome,
And one accident in his NS life ruined wat he worked for.
Imagine how much trouble and pain
(both mental and physical),
for him to accept the truth that he needed dentures,
for like, the rest of his life?
How is he going to kiss his gf nxt time?
If they were to make out, and his gf is gross out because of the dentures,
is SAF going to pay for it?
How is he going to face his peers and lecturers in University?
What if the dentures were to cost him, his inferiority to face others?
Nowadays, everything is so Image Conscience.
What if his clients were to know that he has dentures,
How would they think of him?
What if the dentures were to move around,
while he is giving a meeting to his peers and fellow collegues,
What will they think of him.
A small accident would cost a huge impact.
LOL. Im being overemo here.
But he is my brother, that we are toking abt.
I seriously think that, SAF should compensate him.
For the physical hurt and emotionally hurt they have cost him.
I have finish ranting. LOL.
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Im going to Central again tml.
Because the previous time i went there,
i did not have cash,
and its kinda ridiculous for such a huge shopping mall,
to NOT have any ATMS.
And the stores i went into,
DO NOT accept NETS or VISA/MASTERS.
生气啊！！！
Retail Therapy could always help improve my mood. ^^
雁 blogged on the 8/10/2007 02:17:00 AM.
i v. 生气！！
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
u guys remember previously i have blogged abt this collegue who backstabbed me.
Well, there is some conflicts between the two of us.
But nvm.
If you were the one who got backstabbed, and the person require you to help her?
You think you will help her with no questions asked, or even help her willingly?
Knowing how bad the stuff she can say behind your back?
Pls loh.
Can you please go ask yourself what sort of thing u have said to hurt me first b4 you do anything mah?
If you deserve my respect, i will go all my way to help you.
But what have you done to deserve my respect?
Do you even want me to bring up what you said?
HAR?
- You said i dont deserve to lead Japan tour bcuz im a part timer.
You said i made use of my relationship with my supervisor and my bosses's daughter to get this tour.
You said i bootlick them
My explanination:
Hello? Are you fucking blind?
Pls go check my sales b4 jumping to any fucking conclusion.
*
(which bring me to my nxt point)
- You said i made use of the relationship i had with my supervisor and my bosses's daughter.
You said i bootlick them
My explanation:
FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
/me throws into a fit.
Seriously.
First of all, 我平我的实力拿到这个团的。
Secondly, I did not. I fucking repeat. In case your fucking small ears did not catch me.
I DID NOT. I FUCKING DID NOT!!
You dont know the the relationship abt me and lingling, so dont fucking judge us.
Im the only one who dare to scream at Lingling in front of her customers for something she is wrong for.
I dont think i have the need to explain to you how is our friendship is like.
Because u r not fucking important to me.
*
- You said i like to cry.
My explanation:
What is fucking wrong with you?
Seriously.
I just cant help it if my tear glands are over active than the rest of my body parts.
And you dont know that when u said something, my brain process it, in a way that,
You say A, my brain is already at Z.
If you have a fucking problem with my crying issue,
It is not like im asking you to stare at me crying, you can always looks eleswhere.
(which bring me to my last problem)
- You said i did lesser work than you.
My explanation:
With all of the above said to me,
the hurt incurred to me,
Do you fucking think im willing to help? Dont your fucking small brain know how to process this?
Take a look at Charlie,
She isnt under my group, whenever it is her off day,
Im willing to follow up her work.
Do you know fucking why?
Take a look at Alice,
She is a part timer who come in at work only at 5pm.
Yet whenever i do morning shifts, i will to make sure the ops get her bookings,
and follow up
Do you fucking know why?
Bcuz they fucking deserve my respect and my help.
So now, im going to reveal who is the one who did all this.
Both of them, their surnames are LEE.
So to the LEEs,
FUCK OFF.
Stop messing with my life.
Both of u, yours life is a huge mess,
If you stop all this backstabbing, maybe your life could improve.
你没有拆到我的尾巴， 我是不会得罪你的咯。
你们要基点口德。。 知道吗。
Seriously.
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Anyway,
My poor brother, who is NS.
Kanna knock on his front tooth by his own amunition.
Then his tooth became horizontal instead of vertical.
He tore his gum got 2 stitchs.
The doctors all said that his tooth is dead.
I wish to curse and swear at SAF. but im afraid of being sued by them.
I think i will keep the curse and swears to myself.
Hope he will get well soon. :3
My poor brother.
My dad's 干妈过世了。
I used to remember during CNY, we would drop by her place,
and then, she will offer us lots of candy and swt drinks.
And i used to remember,that my dad likes to push angbao to her.
She always refuses our help to make her life better.
Then there will always be a tug of war of the angbao.
But my dad usually wins.
I will miss her.
Sigh.
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Im still v.生气！！！！！
雁 blogged on the 8/08/2007 02:44:00 PM.
Newer Layout. Im upset.
Monday, August 6, 2007
Gotten a newer layout.
The coded are killing me.
Im starting to have flu again.
Y m i always sick?
I just gotten better from the TERRIBLE fever + sorethroat.
I barely even recover and yet again im sneezing my head off.
Must be that Gary Moh,
he could spread his germs over the intercom
Cuz he is always so weak. always sick. tsk.
Anyway,
My dad saw the letter my boy send me,
Knew that i already adopted him as my child.
He was livid.
He starting scolding in hokkien, thinking i dont know.
Seriously, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with him.
Isnt adopting a child a good thing?
Shouldnt my dad at the least praise me for doing something good,
like once in my life?
Is this how parents should react when knowing this?
I seriously doubt so.
If next time my child were to decide to adopt an child,
i would praise him.
Tell him how proud im of him.
Knowing that he has a heart to care for others,
esp those who are less forunate.
According to him, all this is scam.
He says that they are trying to cheat my money.
I know.
People would say that he care.
But he have to be so loud?
He have to scream on top of his head to tell me?
Say hurtful things on top of that?
Seriously, am i like a 3 yr old kid?
Do you seriously think that it never cross my mind that it might be a scam?
What the fuck. Seriously.
Do you (my dad) really think that i decide to adopt a child yesterday
and
*magic happens
Then the child is mine?
To tell you the truth, i have been of adopting for about a year.
Do you think that i have not been asking around or doing any research and i happily go adopt one just for fuck's sake?
Am i that fucking stupid?
To make things worst, my auntie was there commenting that it is expensive.
I mean,
Your husband earn alot loh.
What the fuck is wrong with my family?
Im really upset abt this loh. Seriously.
My dad even said that 我做不了大事。
It really hurts me alot.
Have i not proven myself enough to you?
I earn enough to bring you overseas.
I earn enough to give you money when you ask from me.
I was able to lead tour, bring over 30 people to some foreign country,
and bring them safely back.
I stopped studying so that your money problems could end, and you could be able to relax more than before.
You think i like to work?
You think i like to work and have ppl backstabbing you all the time?
You think i like to work and have stress from the sales i get?
你知道我做工，做到很不开心吗。。
Dont you ever thought that someone day i would like to go back into designing?
Where i could run free and design my own line and be a famous designer one day?
我想做不了大事的人是你。
因为你不可以给你的孩子，她想要的东西。
我很努力的在做你们想要的我。
可是，现在的我，并不是，我想要的我。
这样难过，
是不是，应该，就快死了。。
我想，
死掉了以后，
我会比现在快乐的多。
雁 blogged on the 8/06/2007 01:17:00 AM.
New Layout + Updates.
Friday, August 3, 2007
Gotten myself a new layout.
Not very excited thou. Because the longer i see it, i feel that its abit too chessy for me.
For the past few days, i have fallen sick
Seriously sick.
You know once in awhile you get a cough or flu
But this was not like that.
My fever was like 39.9 degree.
I went to the doctor..
doc: "If your fever dont subside in two days time, you will have to 验血"
me: "har? so serious."
Then the doctor gave me an injection
(which i almost died on the spot ><)
Told me to see him in 2 days time
So i went home.
Went to bed, slept for a few hours,
woke up and saw everything in shades of yellow then i went back to sleep again.
I even slept at my mum's bed.
Because, when i was young, i only get to sleep on my mum's bed,
when im seriously ill.
This was one of the times. ><
My fever was burning the insides of me,
but on the outside,
its damn freaking cold that i dont even feel my fingers.
The food i ate usually end up in the toilet bowl as vomit.
There were times i dont know what im doing
(i did took my medicines twice as a mistake)
Too much medication, i think. haha
But im fine now.
I think my Lingling got my virus.
Im only left with a TERRIBLE sorethroat.
My mum is making me drink lots of water and 枇杷膏。
I owed my mum too much. Thanks mum.
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he didnt excatly 置之不理， 不闻不问。
he did show that he cared at the least.
The thing is, if any other person fall sick he would do that too.
So, its not much of a big deal.
可是，我还是满在乎的，
要不然我把它写在这里干嘛。。
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Anyway,
my boy wrote me a letter!!!!!
I recieved the letter few days back.
Im so glad he wrote to me. To let me know more abt him.
I also returned his letter on Tuesday with some stickers for him
I hope he will like them. :3
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As for - Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Here is my humble review. A tiny one.
Personally i think,
Jk Rowling still left us hanging there with things unmention and
guessing what will go on next.
But like what JK said in one of her interview,
Those Harry potter died hard fans wont quit asking
even if they knew who is Harry's great grand grand grand father.
And, as usual, her brillant self,
able to create the Deathly Hallows and the story behind Dumbledore and Snape.
I love Dumbledore's and Snape's story to bits.
Even thou in the 1st place i wanted Snape to be evil. X:
I intially wanted Harry to die. But then he didnt.
I wanted both actually. But the decision was made.
I will live with it.
It is a love-hate relationship.
雁 blogged on the 8/03/2007 01:40:00 AM.
