Backstabbers 去死！
Thursday, June 28, 2007
I shall make this post abt ppl who backstab ppl.
This happens alot in our office and im very bothered by the fact tat there is.
Ppl who are like tat. Seriously.
There is this particular girl in the office thinks that i befriend with my boss's daughter is bcuz i wanted to bootlick them.
But the fact is, im not. SERIOUSLY!
Why i click with her so much, is because i feel and think tat we are of the same character. almost.
But we do have conflicts. And im the only one who dare to tok back to her.
And there is this particular girl, who has a problem with my crying problem.
FOR GOD'S SAKE!
I really cant help it that my tear glands are overactive than my other bodyparts.
WHATS WRONG WITH YOU! REALLY!
You dunno me well enough to judge me. So dun go ard passing judgement on me.
You freak.
真的！ GO GET A LIFE N STOP MESSING MY LIFE YOU PRICK.
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When i started this blog, i vowed to myself.
Not to blog abt office politics or
at the least not to harm anyone on my blog, verbally.
But this kind of things juz get me. REALLY.
Just leave me alone.
雁 blogged on the 6/28/2007 12:00:00 PM.
旧照片。
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Last night, i went to flip thru some of my pictures of me when i was very very young.
Like since the day i was born.
Surprisingly i was able to relate to almost all of the photos tat has me.
Like remembering i like the bedsheet very much because of the rabits, the toys i was holding on to.
But mostly, the things i could relate to was like the outfit i like alot. Or the very 1st bag tat i bought to my kindergarden.
LOL. I guess ever since young i was designated to be a fashio designer or at the least be something related to design.
Here are some of the pictures. Lets take a time capsule and go back to 60's - 80's
When i was very small..
A big grin on the 60's bedsheet.
Me and my great great grand something. I dun remember her title. haha x:
Yours truly~
我的爷爷 and me!
Lastly, my brother! LOL. he is going to kill me for putting this here.
My frend said tat all the pictures look like they were taken in the 60's. ><
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As a child, we always wants simple needs like more candy, more toys and more rest.
But,
As we grow older, all these simple needs turn into very complicated needs.
We want more complicated things like someone to love you, more business sales, we want more money(money itself is very complicate)
Sigh.
Sometimes it makes me think, what if my life has lesser complicated stuff, maybe i would be happy.
Sometimes it makes me think, how good it could be if i could just throw away and just die, how nice would tat be?
Just sometimes, i wish i was a child again and want simple things in my life, and lie in my dad's arm and sleep away.
雁 blogged on the 6/24/2007 07:41:00 PM.
心情不好
Thursday, June 21, 2007
昨天晚上我想了很多。。
一边哭着， 一边想着。。
想了很久。
这个问题我想了，四年。。。
为什么死的会是她。。
不是我。
可以让我去替代她死掉吗。。
为什么？
雁 blogged on the 6/21/2007 11:08:00 PM.
柯有伦 的 最美的痕迹
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
坚强对我来说是种奢侈品
未来的路总是毫不确定
人总是喜欢着欺骗自己
把所有的痛全部都埋在心里
把悲伤变成一首浪漫歌曲
镜子里面现在只剩自己
忽然天空下了一场好大的雨
它好像慢慢地把我打醒
谢谢你在我生命里留下了最深的痕迹
谢谢你在我生命留最美的痕迹
我们还是不相信永远还是不能确定
抱着你才会看见的奇迹
oh~要怎么才能继续
靠近靠近 oh~
谢谢你~谢谢你~真的只想说我爱你
这是 - 柯有伦的 最美的痕迹
真的很好听。
坚强对我来说是种奢侈品
对我而言，坚强真的是一种奢侈品。。
哭了过后， 要坚强。
坚强了过后，我还是会哭。
我想，我是从来都没有坚强过。。
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My booking cork up again.
I was already v.depressed the night before.
It is like 雪上加霜。
I almost mutilate myself because of this booking.
I realise the seriousness of this problem,
if they were to buy a return business/1st class seat,
I dun think i can ever live thru it.
I have to resign.
I cant live thru this kind of fear.
Fearing your booking might go wrong any min.
每一天都活在恐惧中，是人的都会受不了。。
*
我活着的目地是死掉。
对我而言，人生的目地是要死。
不是吗？
读书 - 找工作 - 找老公 - 结婚 - 生小孩 - 养小孩 - 死掉。
我们大家的中点， 不就是要死吗？
中间的痛苦，太多了。。
我们倒不如，就直接跳到终点。
死掉吧。
/cries.
雁 blogged on the 6/20/2007 01:10:00 AM.
Boredom.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Im going to do one of the MEME things today. LOL.
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1. Where is your cell phone?
At office's drawer
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
If you take 小猪 as my boyfriend
3. Your hair?
Er. black?
4. Work?
Tour Executive
5. Your father?
Love him to bits
6. The room you're in?
My office?
7. Your pet?
Hamsters and my imaginary frends
8. Your fears?
Death, Insects and getting scolded etc.
9. What do you want to be in 15
years?
Married and a famous designer
10. Where did you hang out last
night?
Tampines's Mc
11. Eyebrow rings on the opposite
sex?
So gayish!
12. Where do you grow up?
Singapore
13. The last thing you did?
Told my customers to cancel their trip
14. What are you wearing?
Shirt and Skirt
15. What aren't you wearing?
Necklace? like wtf?
16. Your computer?
Belongs to my company
17. Your life?
Depressed.
18. Your mood?
Depressed.
19. Missing?
Missing Shane and my bed. And the L word
20. What are you thinking about right?
Er.. This will be v.long. Refer to the later part of the blog
21. Your car?
I wish i had one. I dun even haf a driving licsence. x.x
22.Last movie watched?
Fantastic 4
23. What did you dream of last night?
I got my lips pierced.
24. Name 3 things u wanna do
at this exact moment?
Sleep till i die.
Reborn my hair.
Go back home and not work
25. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Honey GreenTea
Polka Greentea
Mineral Water
26. Favorite color/s?
Black and Brown
27. Last thing that made you laugh?
Jialing n Tziying said that someone need brain surgery at the same time
28. Worst injury you've ever had?
Fell out of the bicycle and hurt my backbone at Sec1,i think
29. What song do/did you want played
at your wedding?
Currently it should be Tanya Chua's Beautiful Love
30.Favourite Person?
Shane McCutheon
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Im thinking of giving up now.
Hahahahaha
*laughs madly*
There isnt anything to begin with.
SO technically i got nth to give up on.
Its kinda eating me alive.
I realise whenever i haf a blog, my blog is like always cover with depression.
I guess i DO HAVE depression
*falls asleep
雁 blogged on the 6/18/2007 04:39:00 PM.
LINGLING IS ＢＡＣＫ！！
Friday, June 15, 2007
LINGLING'S BACK!!
MY GOSSIP PARTNER IS BACK!!
WOOHOO!!
lingling: i bet u miss my msn nudges rite? and u better tell me wat my presents are.
bcuz its killing me. when its killing me, i will murder u. GET IT DUDE? JUST TELL ME.
My collegue says my chinese suxs, and she burst out laughing while reading my blog.
/sads
I will improve my chinese 的！！！
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Went westcoast to BBQ/celerbration for my brother's POP.
My Bbq Marshmellows!!!
Didi with his marshmellows!
Here are some of the stuff we bbq. The cheese hotdogs is da best!!!
And dere was tis playground with the huge pyramid thing where there is alot of ropes for you to climb to the top.
It made me look at it the way Jenny Schter might.
Its like the peak of the pyramid is the food source, the ppl climding it are the carnivores.
Come to think of it, its quite eerie thou.
One of the more artsy pic my bro took. But the concept was mine.
My hands were too shakey to take pics after all the climbing. x.x
Well, i think tats abt it for my bbq. Haha. It juz ended. *poof*
i caught u staring..
wats wrong with u. *tsk*
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Tml is 台湾金曲奖。
我真的认为曹格会拿到最佳演艺男歌手奖。
and maybe 蔡小姐会拿到最佳演艺女歌手奖。
可是啊。。 我不喜欢蔡小姐啦。。
im always accurate when it comes to this kind of things.
小猪这次没有被提名。超难过的。
雁 blogged on the 6/15/2007 11:34:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
13th June is my brother's Passing Out Parade!!
WOOHOO!
Even thou Passing out Parade sounds weird, its like having a parade where people pass out?
Er, it doesnt really make senses to me.
LOL
We are going to have a BBQ celerbration on Thursday.
Its not like he is free from NS, it is tat he is free from BMT!
Something to celebrate.
Guys in NS stink. Really. They stink big time. ><
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Some of the stuff i bought from Japan.
There are still more to it, and i didnt took pictures of them. LOL.
They would haf flooded my blog.
The Pocky over in Japan has alot of variety. ALOT. even their gum is. They even haf Honeydew and Lychee flavours.
MANGO JELLY! its so cheap in Japan. Its like 98yen which is abt 1.20SGD. Here is Singapore is cost like 2.80SGD. O_O
LOL. SOME of the stuff i bought from Tokyo DisneyLand. ^^
Its called OMAMORI in Japanese. It is supposed to bring you gd luck. :3
One last pic. The love of my life!!
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*我不喜欢这种感觉。等待.
等待是漫长的。。
或许是我想太多了。
还是，她真的不会想。
雁 blogged on the 6/13/2007 12:51:00 AM.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Im have a terrible terrible headache since like the start of this morning?
Its killing me.
我的头超痛的！！ 我想它快要爆开来了。
不只是这样而已~
今天， 有一个同事的事， 我来follow up.
他的客人简直没礼貌到加~
我要他把他的身份证传真到我们这里来~ 一大早就让他知道了~
要他在五点以前传真过来。他也说好的。
可是啊。。
他既让在 4。50pm 给我打来跟我说他没有传真机！
不只是这样！
他还在电话中凶我！一直很大声的骂我！
骂我说最后一份中才通资他。一下子说不用签证， 一下子说要！我是电脑白吃。 没有 fax machine. 没有scanner.
这也是我的错吗？我跟本不知道， 你和我的同事到底发生了设么事咯。。
那，我就对他说：“ 小姐， 你可以不要这样大声吗？ 这不是我的错咯。。 我并不知道， 你和我的同事发生了设么事情，现在你这样凶我干嘛。。 这样也解决不了你的问题。。”
他听到了以后，他不但没有说对不起哦。。
他喊得跟大声列~ 说他说话并不大声
我把电话筒拿到离我的耳朵 5cm 都可以听到他。。
我真的没有看过这样无理取闹的人！
跟可恶的事，他把电话挂吊以后， 我去找办法帮他。
另一方， 也愿意换到明天早上10点。
他竟然说他可以把东西传真过来了！！！
这样，我刚才是给你白骂的了咯。。
气到我都要爆开了！气到我都哭了。。
当时， 我就觉得我自己很可怜。。
我身来给你骂的吗。。
/我讨厌我的工作！！！！！！
/我要回去学 Designing!!!
雁 blogged on the 6/11/2007 11:00:00 PM.
FINALLY!!
Finally!!
I've completed my blog! WOOHOO!
Its so tiring that i could juz flip on to my bed and slp rite now.
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Food for thoughts:
她很爱他。
她可以为了他做任何事。。
可是， 他一点也不在乎她会这样想。
甚至，他也不知道她很爱他。。
她就这样的一直活在悲桑当中。。
她只得让我们去可怜她吗？ 她应该早就知道他是这样子的人，
就不因该越陷越深。
*我不想成为那个“她”
雁 blogged on the 6/11/2007 02:04:00 AM.
试试看。。
Friday, June 8, 2007
刚刚才把 blog 弄的七七八八的。。
还好看吧？
可是， 还没全弄好。。 ^^
好啦。。 我要去做我最喜欢的一件事了。。
那就是，躺在床上看我的 ipod 啦！
在看 ：模范棒棒糖 and The L word.
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我开始有一点点的想念， 想念最近跟我比较好的那两个家伙。。
一个在上海。。 另一个今天刚刚飞到韩国去了。。
*难过
雁 blogged on the 6/08/2007 11:52:00 PM.
