Newer Layout. Im upset.
Monday, August 6, 2007
Gotten a newer layout.
The coded are killing me.
Im starting to have flu again.
Y m i always sick?
I just gotten better from the TERRIBLE fever + sorethroat.
I barely even recover and yet again im sneezing my head off.
Must be that Gary Moh,
he could spread his germs over the intercom
Cuz he is always so weak. always sick. tsk.
Anyway,
My dad saw the letter my boy send me,
Knew that i already adopted him as my child.
He was livid.
He starting scolding in hokkien, thinking i dont know.
Seriously, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with him.
Isnt adopting a child a good thing?
Shouldnt my dad at the least praise me for doing something good,
like once in my life?
Is this how parents should react when knowing this?
I seriously doubt so.
If next time my child were to decide to adopt an child,
i would praise him.
Tell him how proud im of him.
Knowing that he has a heart to care for others,
esp those who are less forunate.
According to him, all this is scam.
He says that they are trying to cheat my money.
I know.
People would say that he care.
But he have to be so loud?
He have to scream on top of his head to tell me?
Say hurtful things on top of that?
Seriously, am i like a 3 yr old kid?
Do you seriously think that it never cross my mind that it might be a scam?
What the fuck. Seriously.
Do you (my dad) really think that i decide to adopt a child yesterday
and
*magic happens
Then the child is mine?
To tell you the truth, i have been of adopting for about a year.
Do you think that i have not been asking around or doing any research and i happily go adopt one just for fuck's sake?
Am i that fucking stupid?
To make things worst, my auntie was there commenting that it is expensive.
I mean,
Your husband earn alot loh.
What the fuck is wrong with my family?
Im really upset abt this loh. Seriously.
My dad even said that 我做不了大事。
It really hurts me alot.
Have i not proven myself enough to you?
I earn enough to bring you overseas.
I earn enough to give you money when you ask from me.
I was able to lead tour, bring over 30 people to some foreign country,
and bring them safely back.
I stopped studying so that your money problems could end, and you could be able to relax more than before.
You think i like to work?
You think i like to work and have ppl backstabbing you all the time?
You think i like to work and have stress from the sales i get?
你知道我做工，做到很不开心吗。。
Dont you ever thought that someone day i would like to go back into designing?
Where i could run free and design my own line and be a famous designer one day?
我想做不了大事的人是你。
因为你不可以给你的孩子，她想要的东西。
我很努力的在做你们想要的我。
可是，现在的我，并不是，我想要的我。
这样难过，
是不是，应该，就快死了。。
我想，
死掉了以后，
我会比现在快乐的多。
雁 blogged on the 8/06/2007 01:17:00 AM.
